When even dreams and fantasy fail you

Today I sat by my new, big and awesome study table to complete one chapter of econs, including the dreadful tutorial. Because Ly says I should study first and then reward myself with one episode of BOF.

But little did I know that episode 13 sucked to the core and was one hell of a heartbreaker and dream dasher So it seems that they all grew up in episode 13 and scenes shifted from the chirpy school environment with reckless fun to the dreadful streets of Macau where Sicao meets several crooks. Not to mention the cold shoulder she receives from the love of her life. Everything probably happens for a reason, but I hate sad stories. I want happy endings.

I’m starting to find him real charming, cause he’s so sweet and awesome to Sicao. And he plays the violin. *Pokes Eileen and Elissa*

Now even something that I seek solace in turns out to be devastating. I scanned through episode 14 and 15 and it seems… just as sad I always knew growing up sucked, just like how I kinda hate the way life is now. Not to mention that school starts tomorrow.

I hope things will get better next half of the year, but I don’t know where to begin. I have a few more hours to wallow in self-pity. Good night earthlings, and we all need a little love to get us through.